I slept in, pretty late this morning..Waking up thinking that I have so much to do. But what to I really need to get done today. Once I try and focus and that I can't think of much. Besides that stuff that has been needing to be done, and for whatever reason I have just been putting it off. Like unpacking the 3 huge boxes in my dining room. Or Cleaning our bedroom so we can move freely and find clothes. Why am I so not motivated to do these things. It would make the apt look nicer, and make it easier on us.
I started on a new antidepressant, which does help to an extent. Im more calm in situations, dont dwell as much on things, and I do at least want to get out of bed. I go thursday morning for a followup and we shall see what they say. I hope they put me on a mood stabilizer honestly..I think it will help just a little bit more.
Today..
I need to go pay on our couch.
Bank
and there was something else but I can't think clear enough to remeber. Im hungry too, that is probably not helping either.
Oh yeah, go to the gym.
and mail out my car pmt.
There we go. I got it all out.. now I need to write it somewhere in plain site..
Hold on, Im getting my handy eraser board,. That will help... Lol
Monday, March 22, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
First real day of Sunshine!
So, got out of the crazy house this morning after a 3 day vacation. (lol) Thankfully my medicine is straightened out..Now just gotta wait till next week to see what the next step to sanity is. ha.
Got home about noon, Taylor had to go back to work so I hopped in bed for a nap..It was great! Woke up about 3ish, decided that I was gonna go see him at the shop (he is a tattoo artist) and get some errands done. Cleaned out the car, put the top down and drove off. The sunshine felt amazing!! Thankfully I did not need sunscreen, but I do need to get some ASAP..( Im super pale and become a lobster quick) I can't wait for tomorrow, Taylor does not have to be at work till 6pm, so me and him Might get out together and go to the park or something..And unpack some more stuff from the move. Today, no anxiety except for I might have pulled in front of someone, but they seriously came out of NOWHERE!! I did not even speed, lol i just drove and enjoyed my music and the sun and warmth.
Right now Im jamming alkaline trio, and about to clean the house up a bit...Leaving your guy home alone for 3 days...yeah.. House cleaning!!!
<3
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